2:36 AM.

Probably… My one and only oh so long public entry.

Seriously I’ve oh so many things I want to say but I just don’t know how to put all those in words.

I really don’t know.

First of all, I want to talk about a fight. Yes, a fight. Which most of you will probably know. I want to thank all those who’ve helped me. A really much big thank you – Especially to thebeaumonde and crysiter .

I’ve decided to take away the friends account. Taking away the friends account is after a really long and careful consideration. It hurts. Because as some of you know, I really did put in time and effort to make the account. Like going all the way to decorate the user info, collecting individual icons and making a main icon for that account. I even want the extra of finding a layout which I wanted it to be oh so nice and user friendly.

It hurts that people do not appreciate it. And the second blow is when I went about informing people that I’ll be taking back the friends account, people mistaken it as if I want them to oh so read my blog. I’ve never ever thought of it this way. I thought it was just a basic form of courtesy to inform you people that I’ll be taking back the friends account

But oh my, you people actually thought that I was forcing you people to read. Well you’re wrong. I wanted to share my locked – up entries with you people because I treasured the friendship we share. And not because of some stupid shit you people thought.

Well if that’s the case, then treat it as me being oh so silly and naive to be oh so nice to you people.

The reason as to why I allowed horse, thebeaumonde to add me is because after all she’s my best friend. I’m not trying to say you people aren’t my best friend or what. But all I’m trying to say is that she knows almost every single shit that perhaps you people might not know. And also another reason is that because she’s in Canada. If ever a time/day, I wishes to share something oh so private with her, I can do so.

And lastly the reason why I did not allow you people to add me (People with Livejournal account) is because I don’t wish people (Acquaintance you called it) to come along and add me. I ain’t saying I’m oh so popular that people might want to add me. But that is just taken as a safety precaution. I didn’t allowed you people to add me other than thebeaumonde is because if I had allowed others to add me, I would be unfair if I deny the rest. Therefore I insisted on you people using the friends account.

But now that since this has come to a stage that I never would have imagined, I’ve decided to take back the friends account. I mean after all people didn’t treasure it. I mean what’s the point. I ain’t referring to anyone in particular. Because i’m talking about the rest too.

I’m quite hurt.

Lastly, People who are my friends with Livejournal account who wish to add me now can do so. People who do not have Livejournal account and wishes to read my other locked up entries, make one now and be my neighbor. =]

I wish I could tell you people I’m oh so happy now but I can’t. Because after all I’m pretty much affected by this whole incident.

Love,
Vivian